WHAT HAVE I BECOME

I was trapped in a cold                                           

darkness full of pain

Not finding a way to escape

and I ask myself

Do I like this?

Do I want this?

I repeated it in my head

Where wet water drips down my face

Finding a way to escape

Finding a way to be brave

I then realize I'm trapped around with chains

While I get out of control

Not only am I hurting myself

I'm also hurting my veins

My heart pounds slowly every minute

I'm loosing energy, I'm loosing air

I look up into the sky even though

I see pitch black

My eyes turn pale and my eyes are full

of bloody tears

I show no fear

I repeated myself these words...

Let all these fools who stand before me

be destroyed, by the power that you and I

posses...

seriously...

what have I become?