A HUG IS ALL I NEED

I need a hug
A hug that will make me feel protected.
a hug that will make me feel warm.
I get hugs from my family.....
my friends....
but not the guy that I like.
I need a hug from a person I am in love with
a person who is blinded...
who doesn't notice that someone has feelings for him.

ALONE

I'M ALL ALONE IN SCHOOL.
I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO.
I'M SITTING ALL ALONE IN A CLASS ROOM
WONDERING WHAT TO DO.
I'M ON THE COMPUTER THOUGH...
TYPING...A POEM WITH FEELINGS....
A POEM WHERE I'M ACTUALLY ABLE
TO EXPRESS HOW I'M FEELING AT THIS VERY MOMENT.
I WONDER WHERE MY FRIENDS HAVE GONE?
I DON'T SEE SONYA...
I DON'T SEE SAMANTHA...
I DON'T SEE JANNA..
I DON'T SEE YE YAN
I SEE NO ONE THAT I LOVE...
ALL OF THEM ARE GONE.
I WONDER A LOT IF I'M ALWAYS THE ONLY ONE WHO STAYS ALL BY HERSELF
ALONE IN THE WORLD OF THE DEAD
THE WORLD OF THE IGNORANTS....
BUT...I GUESS IT'S ONLY FOR TODAY.
I HAVE SOMEONE THOUGH
SOMEONE WHO WAS ALWAYS WITH ME
SINCE THE DAY SHE WAS BORN
SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY LISTENS AND UNDERSTAND HOW I'M FEELING
THAT SOMEONE IS MY LITTLE SISTER.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'LL DO WITHOUT HER...
MAYBE MY LIFE WOULD BE MORE MISERABLE....IF SHE WASN'T HERE WITH ME.
I WISH TO FIND A WAY TO THANK HER...
TO THANK HER FOR BEING HERE WITH ME.

Who is the real me?

I seem nice
that's what everyone says...
People see me how ever they want to see me.
I see myself differently.
people don't notice me.
which is kinda good
I may be quiet
also very shy.
I may look weak....but I'm actually tough.
I stay away from problems....
don't care what any one says.
I'm calm and gentle.
I'm sweet and friendly.
I am someone who listens to important life.
I love rock music....not the demon one...
but the one that means alot to me.
You can try to describe me....
just remember that just by looking....
you will never guess the true me.