YESTERDAY WAS A VERY DEPRESSING DAY
NOT BECAUSE OF THE SCANNING THAT HAPPENED AT SCHOOL
BUT HOW I FORGOT TO TEXT MY GOOD FRIEND JANNA
AND WARN HER NOT TO BRING HER ELECTRONICS
BUT I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER MY OWN PASSWORDS FROM MY E-MAIL ACCOUNT
AND I'M GOING TO REMEMBER TO TELL SOMEONE NOT TO BRING THEIR STUFF.
I HAVE PROBLEMS
I'M GOING TO HAVE TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER
AND STOP LOOSING MY MEMORY
I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S POSSIBLE TO FORCE MYSELF TO REMEMBER A FEW THINGS.
HOPEFULLY JANNA WOULD BE ABLE TO FORGIVE.
IF SHE DOESN'T THEN I UNDERSTAND
BUT I WOULDN'T BARE TO SEE HER PISSED OF
SHE MAY SAY THAT SHE'S OKAY BUT I DON'T BUY IT
SHE IS IN THAT ANGER MOMENT THAT MAKES HER THINK
IF WE REALLY CARE FOR HER.
I WOULD FEEL THE SAME WAY THOUGH IF MY OWN FRIENDS FORGET ABOUT ME.
HOPEFULLY JANNA, WITH THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART YOU WOULD FIND A WAY
NOT ONLY TO FORGIVE ME BUT ALSO SONYA
BECAUSE IF WE LOOSE YOU IT WON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY FROM NOW AND THEN.
WE WOULD LOOSE NOT ONLY A FRIEND BUT A SISTER.
I'M SO SORRY JANNA...
