SILENCE

Haven't spoken to someone

for two whole years.

No one doesn't notice which I'm glad

because no one doesn't focus

I wish to go back in time 

It doesn't matter if I waste a dime

Just want to stop it

before it happens

Which I wish that what had happened

had never existed.

My whole life is now infested

I can't cure it

So what medicine should I use so

that I could pore it 

Into that empty sadness that I'm

holding

Into that empty sadness that is 

molding

I need some strength

I need some power

My shyness is controlling me

It holds me back, so just forgive me

No matter how hard I try

It doesn't work so I just cry

We both were united

but when we both enter the same room

One of us is uninvited

What should I do for my own

blood to forgive me?

I don't want to wait 

when it's already too late

I want us to be the same

cheerful, and eager

Very pleased and friendly to others.

Like the way a mother and daughter

listen to each other.