NO ONE

I run through the trees

finding a way to disappear.

No matter where I go 

there is always someone running after me.

I keep running until I find a way to loose them

It doesn't really matter how hard I try

they are only getting closer.

When I turn back to look

there is no one behind me.

I run and run until I find a safe place to be

A safe place where no one will harm me

where no one will be able to find me.

I hear voices though

Voices I don't know

Voices from the ones who were after me

They say to give up

There is no one left in this world

that has the same feeling as you.

I look around but no one is there.

I might be going insane

or maybe I'm in a nightmare of dreams.

where will you go? With who will you go? They say.

I had my eyes closed, but once I opened them

I yelled out and said "Stop! you are just a no one!"

LOVE

I wonder a lot

If love really exists

If it really does, there wouldn't be hate.

what is really love?

Love is just a word that exists

in dreams or in books.

I wish love were real and not just a word.

SAVE ME

There's darkness around me 

I feel like something is surrounding me.

I want to break free but something stops me

What should I do to get to see a knew me

Not letting that something take me.

I'm sitting all alone

wondering if any one will arrive to rescue me.

HANGING UP THEIR PICTURES

I am lying on my bed 

staring at the empty wall

wondering what to hang up.

while I'm lying there 

nice and still 

Flashbacks I see of my family and me

The great times we had 

was like a beautiful nice dream.

i never knew later on

we the whole family

were going to break apart

I opened my eyes

and one at a time

I hang up their pictures

on the empty wall.

wondering if we will be able

to change each others heart

into those great times we use to have.

SILENCE

Haven't spoken to someone

for two whole years.

No one doesn't notice which I'm glad

because no one doesn't focus

I wish to go back in time 

It doesn't matter if I waste a dime

Just want to stop it

before it happens

Which I wish that what had happened

had never existed.

My whole life is now infested

I can't cure it

So what medicine should I use so

that I could pore it 

Into that empty sadness that I'm

holding

Into that empty sadness that is 

molding

I need some strength

I need some power

My shyness is controlling me

It holds me back, so just forgive me

No matter how hard I try

It doesn't work so I just cry

We both were united

but when we both enter the same room

One of us is uninvited

What should I do for my own

blood to forgive me?

I don't want to wait 

when it's already too late

I want us to be the same

cheerful, and eager

Very pleased and friendly to others.

Like the way a mother and daughter

listen to each other.

WHAT HAVE I BECOME

I was trapped in a cold                                           

darkness full of pain

Not finding a way to escape

and I ask myself

Do I like this?

Do I want this?

I repeated it in my head

Where wet water drips down my face

Finding a way to escape

Finding a way to be brave

I then realize I'm trapped around with chains

While I get out of control

Not only am I hurting myself

I'm also hurting my veins

My heart pounds slowly every minute

I'm loosing energy, I'm loosing air

I look up into the sky even though

I see pitch black

My eyes turn pale and my eyes are full

of bloody tears

I show no fear

I repeated myself these words...

Let all these fools who stand before me

be destroyed, by the power that you and I

posses...

seriously...

what have I become?

LISTEN

I need you to listen

So pay close attention

I need you to hear me

So shut up and look at me

It's time for me to look

down at you and

It's time for you to look 

up at me

I'm tired of all your

fantasy

I'm tired of all you

lies

I already herd you 

enough

so now it's time for

you to listen to me

I wish I had never met

you

but it's too late for that

now

It's hard for me to let you go,

but someday there will be

someone who will rescue me,

and open my eyes to finally

get the strength to say...

IT'S OVER!!!