Wednesday, May 6, 2009

WHISPER IN THE WIND


... WHISPER
... WHISPER
... WHISPER
IS ALL I FEEL.
... LIES
... ALL LIES
... LIES
IS WHAT I HEAR.
... SCARED
... SCARED
... SCARED
IS WHAT I FEAR.
... ALONE
... ALONE
... ALONE
I'M ON MY OWN.
WHAT DOES THS MEAN?
DO YOU KNOW?
DO YOU KNOW?
HAVE YOU FIGURED IT OUT YET?
ARE YOU STILL LOST IN BETWEEN MY WORDS?
ARE YOU TRAPPED INSIDE A ROOM
TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THESE WORDS?
ARE YOU WILLING TO FIND OUT?
OR ARE YOU READY TO GIVE UP?
... WHISPER.
... LIES.
... SCARED.
... ALONE.
WHAT IS IT?
WHICH IS YOUR ANSWER?
ARE YOU CONFUSED WITH ALL OF THIS OR
ARE YOU JUST LAZY TO ANSWER.
TELL ME
TELL ME
TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL...
IT'S OKAY...
IT'S OKAY...
YOU'LL SOON FIND YOUR ANSWER...
ONLY IF YOU ARE WILLING TO SOLVE IT
OR JUST GIVE UP.
MAYBE THEY WILL REMEMBER YOU THE YOU ARE NOW OR
WITHIN THE NEXT FEW YEARS.
JUST THINK ABOUT IT.
NOW AND NOT LATER.

OH GOD, THE SUMMER...


AFTER I GRADUATE I WOULD GO OUT THERE
AND LOOK FOR A JOB.
THE ONLY THING THAT STOPS ME THOUGH IS THE SUMMER HEAT.
TO ME I WOULD PREFER TO GET A JOB IN THE WINTER THAN IN THE SUMMER.
IN THE SUMMER YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE HEAT
THE SWEAT
THE SMELL
AND THIRST.
I HATE SUMMERS.
IT'S GOOD WHEN THE SUN ISN'T TOO BRIGHT
BUT THE SUN WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT.
I REALLY WISH I WERE A MERMAID
MAYBE I'LL BE ABLE TO SWIM UNDER WATER TO HIDE AWAY FROM THE SUN
AND THEN COME BACK PUT WHEN I FEEL NICE AND COOL.
BUT... MY IMAGINATION GETS TO ME A LOT
EVEN THOUGH I'M ALMOST REACHING ADULT HOOD.
BUT... I DON'T CARE IF I STILL HAVE SOME PERSONALITY OF A LITTLE GIRL
AS LONG AS I DON'T ACT TO SERIOUS AND FORGET TO HAVE FUN.

Graduation Rehersal


I wonder a lot
how lovely the graduation will be?
I want to reherse already so that I can practice on my own.
At the same time i wish to walk down that ile
but then i don't.
It will be nice at the beginning... like it always does
but then when it comes to the speech....
I try not to fall asleep.
But the best part I can't wait for is when they give out awards.
I hope I'll be able to get one
but I'm hoping to get two.
Until this day... when I step into that path of getting out of high school
I'm still wondering how beautiful it will be.

Senior week


I always wonder what the senior trip will be about...
hopefully there would be very good trips.
I always wanted to go to the aquarium to see the
dolphins.
I went to trips to aquariums but there's never a
dolphin section...
and hopefully that if we do we will get a chance to see the dolphins.
You know what else i want?
I want us to have a nice picnic.
maybe bring some water balloons...
to splash each other.
Make up some very fun games to play and spend the time together having fun.
All i know is that the day would be a very nice shiny day
with not too much sun light
not too windy or dry
and not having a bad mood.
I can't wait though, it better be fun
because if it isn't... then my
senior days will be ruined

End of the senior year


Every one is getting ready
to graduate from high school.
and to do that
we have to finish all the work that the teacher needs
in order to graduate.
I'm a little excited... but then again I'm not...
everyone is getting to class but they don't do their work.
people think that if they assist to class
then they will pass
but it doesn't work that way.
I'm not worrying about work because i completed most of them
the only thing that I'm worried about is...
The prom...
I'm not sure if I want to go...
I don't have the money...
i need 100 dollars...
but i don't know where to get it
even if I did i wont be able to get my prom dress.
All of my friends are expecting me to be there...
but I'm not sure yet.
hopefully I'll be able to go...
I just need a miracle to happen...

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

MAYBE TOO SOON

PEOPLE ARE CONFUSED.
NO ONE KNOWS WHEN IT'S TIME TO GO.
PEOPLE QUESTIONS THESE THINGS A LOT
AND THEN START TO WORRY...
PANIC...
AND THINK ABOUT IT THROUGH OUT THEIR WHOLE LIFE.
I THINK THE SAME THING TOO...
BUT I PREFER TO THINK OF THE FUN THINGS
I'M GOING TO ENJOY DOING IN LIFE.

CRUSH?



I HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE
AND I WISH THAT SOME ONE WOULD KNOW
HOW FEEL.
I WANT HIM TO COME WITH ME TO THE PROM HOLDING HANDS
LOOKING AT EACH OTHER AND KNOWING THAT I WAS FINALLY ABLE TO
TELL HIM MY FEELINGS...
BUT THAT DREAM WILL NEVER HAPPEN...
I DON'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO TELL
HIM MY FEELINGS BECAUSE HE IS BARELY IN SCHOOL.

CINCO DE MAYO

HOY ES EL CINCO DE MAYO!
WHICH I'M NOT SURE WHY I'M NOT HAPPY.
THE WEATHER IS PISSING ME OF.
I WANTED TO COME TO SCHOOL FEELING VERY HAPPY BUT
THE RAIN RUINED EVERYTHING
I FEEL TIRED...
BOARED...
ANNOYED...
AND UPSET.
WHY DO I FEEL DOWN ON IMPORTANT DAYS?

SUCH A LONELY DAY


LONELY IS HOW I FEEL
LONELY IS SOMETHING I WISH WEREN'T REAL
LONELY I FEEL NOW
WHICH I DON'T KNOW WHY.
LONELY,..SOME TIMES CAN BE A VERY GOOD WORK.
BUT... LONELY CAN BE DEPRESSING IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS

Monday, May 4, 2009

THE EVIL BLENDS


PEOPLE WONDER WHAT EVIL MEANS
IT CAN BE A MURDER THAT SOMEONE COMMITS
A ROBBERY...
MAYBE CHEATING ON SOMEONE...
REFUSING TO GO TO CHURCH...
IT'S SIMPLY EVERYTHING...
ESPECIALLY A QUOTE.
EXAMPLE:
"THAT WHICH IS NOT DEAD
MAY ETERNAL LIE
AND IN STRANGE AEONS
EVEN DEATH MAY DIE".
IS IT TRUE THAT THE WORLD IS SURROUNDED BY EVIL?....
OR IS IT AN ILLUSION THAT PEOPLE MAKE UP?

BEYOND THIS WORLD


BEYOND WHAT YOU THINK YOU SEE
IS NEVER SOMETHING REAL THAT YOU WILL AGREE.
SOME KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING
BUT SOME ARE LOST BETWEEN MY WORDS.
I ONLY LOOK FOR HOPE.
NOT FOR MYSELF BUT ALSO
OTHERS.
IT SEEMS THAT HOPE IS GONE
BUT WE CAN MOVE ON
NOT SURE HOW, BUT THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY
TO FIND WHAT MAY BE LOST.

JUST STOP!!!


JUST STOP OF ALL THE JUDGEMENT THAT IS GOING ON AROUND THE GLOBE
THE BLAME AND
THE IGNORANCE
THE HATE AND
THE VIOLENCE.
JUST STOP WITH ALL OF YOUR STUPID THOUGHTS
NOT ONLY ABOUT OTHERS BUT ALSO YOURSELF.
THINGS THAT HAPPEN IN THE WORLD ISN'T ANYONES FAULT
WHAT HAPPENS TO US THERE IS ALWAYS AN ANSWER
BUT YOU HAVE TO LOOK BEYOND TO ACTUALLY KNOW THE ANSWER.
PEOPLE MAY OR MAY NOT BELIEVE IN FAITH....
BUT IF THEY DID THEY PROBABLY DON'T EVEN HAVE TO WORRY...
WORRY OF DEATH...
PEOPLE PANIC WHEN THEY FIND OUT SOMETHING NEW
SOMETHING WHERE THERE IS NO CURE
BUT THAT IS THE LAST THING THAT PEOPLE SHOULD DO
THE MORE THEY PANIC...THE MORE THEY WILL LOOSE.
ALL I'M SAYING IS FOR PEOPLE TO STOP CRITIZISING OTHERS....
BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT TO BE BLAMED.